inLUST ; weTRUST

Saturday, September 15, 2007

``_____.*sorry, put the blame on me....#

wahs, just came home, guess what, i saw huat's bro, and he was like keep looking at me...at 1st, i really didn't regconize him la, but then after that, i thought for a while, then i realise it was him...by then...i don't know how to react or should i say, i don't know what kinda reaction i should give him also lors...sigh...expecially after knowing he'll never get over it...he simply hate me to the core liaos cans...well...i don't know what i can do to make your heart heal also liaos...but..if you really love me, give me your true blessings...or...maybe not...i gues this will only make me feel more guilty towards you...arghs`!!!

this is like fcuk`!!! i've never felt more guilty than this before`!!! you make me feel as though my life's gonna be doom...you make me feel as though i lead you to total darkness, isolated and filled you with hatred...

do you think you can forget just by avoiding me`? NO`!!! the only way to help you forget is to forgive`!!! only than will you be able to forget...

so...face it...though i hate to make you feel how you felt right now...because i know i was the one who brought you up, make you fly high, gave you hope, made your life, made you look forward to life...
i was the one who taught you so many things...and our this and that, i brought you through all the ups and downs so far, i taught you from wrong to right...and now, without me...you're nothing again...you're back to what you used to be...

maybe we shouldn't even started in the first place...it's just a lil too early i guess...

we got into it because we were still so young then...i thought i needed someone...

and the last thing i need you to know was that...you were the reason i live happily too then...
i want to thankyou for giving all to me while you did it patiently while i brought it together, while i figure it out...and it's lucky for me that you understood what a girl wants and what a girl needs...
but...girls are not easily satisfied...we'll never get enough...so they say if you love something let it go, if it comes back it's yours, that's how you know...

12:53 AM Z

☠theLADY

``_____.*g3rl.#
1st cry : 24 Oct 1988
Status : single and not avail
Job title : PA

EMPTYheart
while you gave her roses, you gave me torns.
While all she did was smile, all i did was mourn.
While she was happy, i was blue.
Cause while you were loving her...i was loving you...='(

你已经有她就不应该再有我
世界的纯真此刻为你有迷惑
我想我应该轻轻放开你的手
我却没有力气这么做